Sep 25, 2008 20:41
the time has come,
the suzy said,
to talk of many things,
of jobs and fests and internets,
of nonsenses with wings.
and whether this makes any sense,
and other silly things.
i am no longer employed at fedex kinkos. i have worked my last shift. sent my last package. made my last copy. and clocked out forever.
naturally, there are three main emotions to be felt:
1. i am sad. i am going to miss all the people i've spent the last two years hanging out with there all the time. i'm going to miss my favorite boss. i'm going to miss how chill the employees were. and i'm going to miss how comfortable i was there.
2. i am scared. um, hello. my name is suzy and i am now unemployed when we're on the brink of economic downfall. i hope i can find a job at a time like this. i'm going to try. there's also the whole 'i haven't been rejected yet because i haven't tried' thing. now that i have to try, there opens up the possibility of my getting rejected. it's really quite certain it will happen at least a few times, if not many over. must go pick up my thick skin from the dry cleaners..
3. i'm excited. i've cut off the last thing anchoring me from getting on with my life. i'm forcing myself to really make an effort for change and hopefully it will work out. but mostly it doesn't matter how it turns out because i am still making the effort and it's really the jumping that's important. i never want to regret not jumping.
"jump and the net will appear"
heard that in one of my advertising classes once.
anywho, time to go meet with my coworkers and drink up my goodbyes.
3.