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yeah so my weekend was cool.
1) it started off with what turned into a double date.
2) watched pretty women
3) went to church camp
i don't like brandon like that so when he tried to make out i pushed him away. hes cool but i don't want him. like we like the same music (friends), he is emo (boyfriend material), and he doesn't go to skyline (fling material). but he doesn't appreciate his life. so he can never mean more then a lost soul to me. he said the only reason he hasn't killed himself is because he promised erin he wouldn't and he keeps his promises. there should be more then that to live for.
now i'm not one for chick flicks i personally hate them. i thought the notebook was a load of shit. but pretty women was different. it was really well done. it didn't make me cry but it made me want to fall in love again. it made me miss that feeling that there is some type of emotion behind the kisses that make you melt.
um yeah so i'm going to have like four hundred years in purgatory. lol. yeah so my dad signed me up for a youth group which i call church camp because like camp once your there you cant leave.
here is what i'm going to purgatory for......
1) during the mass i was telling reilly about how i wanted to become buddhist.
2) i was crying during mass. not because i was moved but because i was trying so hard not to laugh.
3) while the priest was telling the kids about why the church was cool i was in the back of the class cracking rude and obscene jokes about what he was saying. everyone who was chuckling.
4) when asked why i joined i said bc "my dad made me and i don't want to be screwed if heaven is real."
5) then i also agreed with Tiffany Vu. she is there because "i'm really pissed off and ticked at the catholic church and have a lot of question that need to be answered before i leave the church. this is my last try on becoming part of this religion." that was her answer for why she was there. she said that right after me and i was like "thats kinda why i'm here but i also have other reasons too. so yeah me and tiff are going to have lots of fun times in purgatory. lol i love you tiffany. we are going to be there together at the end!
6) yeah i almost for got during church camp i was listening to Bukowski by modest mouse here are the couruses.
Woke up this morning and it seemed to me,
that every night turns out to be
A little more like Bukowski.
And yeah, I know he's a pretty good read.
But God who'd wanna be?
God who'd wanna be such an asshole?
God who'd wanna be?
God who'd wanna be such an asshole?
Well we sat on the edge of the river,
the crowd screamed, "Sacrifice the liver!"
If God takes life, he's an Indian giver.
So tell me now why, you'll tell me never.
Who would wanna be?
Who would wanna be such a control freak?
Well who would wanna be?
Who would wanna be such a control freak?
If God controls the land and disease,
keeps a watchful eye on me,
If he's really so damn mighty,
my problem is I can't see,
well who would wanna be?
Who would wanna be such a control freak?
Well who would wanna be?
Who would wanna be such a control freak?