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I noticed that recently I either don't write at all, or I just write when I am in a weird mood....like one I can't really even understand....
HOWEVER~ Gary Allen is amazing he remade the song "the best i've ever had" and it is great
"Your only the best i've ever had......so you stole my world" ~ (comment to that part of the lyrics) I wouldnt have it any other way....Sometimes you have to lose things to gain something much better, am I correct, I think so....
Well anyway today was a hard day I did something that I said I would never do ever again and that was walk into Hopevale (thats how you spell it right). Most of you are wondering why I wouldnt want to go into that church, but trust me I have my reasons....But I did it, and it was tough just looking at my surroundings and realizing that I was there alone and I wasnt there with her, and then what made it harder was I would never walk into there again ever and see her standing there. So later after a rough half hour helping Mrs. Leppien I got to go, and for some odd reason I talked about how I went there, hoping for some sort of reaction and I got nothing, not even a good job.....and really all I needed was that and maybe a moment of just someone holding me really tight.....maybe tomorrow will be better....
So anyway I came to the realization that its impossible to make everyone else happy, and yourself happy at the same time.....however, I do like making others happy, and personally I am pretty happy otherwise......
ITCHY CARPET SUCKS! however i love adrienne and her itchy carpet.....
To continue though, Central Western weekend rocked my socks! I saw like everyone and Marilyn I was so happy to finally catch up, and I got to see Adriennes great appartment! It was loads of fun and I got to spend it Curt who made it even more fun....unfortunately his car got a booboo and now needs to be repaired but other then that it was great......
well anyway people i have to go to sleep, goodnight ya'll
Love, Erika