Smellface returns to the Autum
Still a little bit pissed for some reason or another. None particular reason I just know that this town is winding down and I am extremely caffeinated. For some reason I am coming to some sort of understanding about what it really means when people hurt themselves by hurting other people. the concept of talking smack...something that has tormented me for a grip.
I experienced something truely special last weekend. I still wonder what is important. All I know is that the other day I had wanted to kill myuself. Yet again. hmmm. I think that I can shake this feeling. Done shook it and I'll be outta here. I only have a couple of more shifts here anyways. I think that all will turn out alright for me. i just feel tired every day. if I had done an inventory yesterday i might be in a different place. Ain't make sense to recollect like that. The subjective life for sure.
The next subject. I would like to ...maybe I am trying to hard for this one. All I know...you know I feel in the position to take a risk in the way of just throwing myself out there in a space and place and time and then seeing what comes back. What a great day I suppose. I have been in love so many times beofre. Hopefully this day will turn out alright. I want to reach out to someone special have a ball.
Peace dudes, until next time.
Adelle
I experienced something truely special last weekend. I still wonder what is important. All I know is that the other day I had wanted to kill myuself. Yet again. hmmm. I think that I can shake this feeling. Done shook it and I'll be outta here. I only have a couple of more shifts here anyways. I think that all will turn out alright for me. i just feel tired every day. if I had done an inventory yesterday i might be in a different place. Ain't make sense to recollect like that. The subjective life for sure.
The next subject. I would like to ...maybe I am trying to hard for this one. All I know...you know I feel in the position to take a risk in the way of just throwing myself out there in a space and place and time and then seeing what comes back. What a great day I suppose. I have been in love so many times beofre. Hopefully this day will turn out alright. I want to reach out to someone special have a ball.
Peace dudes, until next time.
Adelle