Something I can hardly believe and spiritual experiences
There comes a time in every girls life when she must ask herself, wwho really is looking? I thought that if I decided not to have children then I would not be attracted to men for that reason, the problem is that I still am. I have been attracted to men for a very long time. i have fallen madly in love with all sorts of fellows. The first were just so pretty. I often times do not wish to include any of the other people wwho are close to me in this process. I fasted yesterday and then this morning, I binged. Well, this I could have predicted. I am sure as honey that I am going to have a great day. Why? I do not know. But I will. i wam here this morning to help out with the lunch rush. Maybe I can even get some dishes done. i am confused. I need to read my inventories to lee. This feels of utmost importance.
I also have just a short amount of time for this. One thing.....The toast? Why must I always return to the toast. To ask it in this way I feel includes all of life in a way that is utmost satisfactory. i can focus on changing my swords into flowers for the most part in the long haul...but I do not know for how long. I am to be here for eight whole hours. There are times still that I question what the point even is. And it is true that those special people trigger us the most. That is why I must be gentle and kind in the kitchen. God I offer myself to thee to build with me and to do with me as though wilt. relieve me of my difficulties that victory of them will bear witness to those I would help of thy power, thy love and thy way of life, may I do thy will alwyas.
Love Adelle. Hold me tight.
I also have just a short amount of time for this. One thing.....The toast? Why must I always return to the toast. To ask it in this way I feel includes all of life in a way that is utmost satisfactory. i can focus on changing my swords into flowers for the most part in the long haul...but I do not know for how long. I am to be here for eight whole hours. There are times still that I question what the point even is. And it is true that those special people trigger us the most. That is why I must be gentle and kind in the kitchen. God I offer myself to thee to build with me and to do with me as though wilt. relieve me of my difficulties that victory of them will bear witness to those I would help of thy power, thy love and thy way of life, may I do thy will alwyas.
Love Adelle. Hold me tight.