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The end was avoided. Or at least put off.... I guess my temper tantrums still have some effect. I still don't know why I feel so strange. I guess its because long distance makes you feel so displaced. You get used to sleeping alone, watching movies alone, cooking for only you.
Michelle.. party of one...
I think my heart learned long ago that it was of no use to miss someone. So everytime I wish Kyle was next to me... or on a plane down here I try to hold it in and act like its my job to be heartbroken.
When the one you want is so out of reach its easy to think that all relationships are are just two people waiting for one to stop liking the other. That way, the convenient excuse of "things changed" can be dropped and maybe one conscience can be saved.
Michelle.. party of one...
I think my heart learned long ago that it was of no use to miss someone. So everytime I wish Kyle was next to me... or on a plane down here I try to hold it in and act like its my job to be heartbroken.
When the one you want is so out of reach its easy to think that all relationships are are just two people waiting for one to stop liking the other. That way, the convenient excuse of "things changed" can be dropped and maybe one conscience can be saved.