the end.....
There are times when you realize that anything you say to someone is pointless.
Words that were originally invented to comunicate only come out as retarted vocal cord vibrations. Anger and hurt are useless emotions... they only choke my heart and make me cry. In a very stressful way. I have to go to bed earlier now just so I can have time for my pre-sleep worry session.
Back on point.... there is nothing I can do now. I hate speaking to this person but I can't avoid it. My pride is yelling in pain as I make futile attempts to reach out to him... but my heart won't let me stop. I just can't tear my eyes from this train wreck.
So I guess I'll wear my mask a little longer.... just to avoid the dark silence of loneliness.
I am already wrapped in solitude but I won't admit it.... hell even thought he has no idea of how much he hurts me... how every damn day I ache more and more.. I'll keep on going. I'll just keep acting my part... a goddamn foolish puppet.
Words that were originally invented to comunicate only come out as retarted vocal cord vibrations. Anger and hurt are useless emotions... they only choke my heart and make me cry. In a very stressful way. I have to go to bed earlier now just so I can have time for my pre-sleep worry session.
Back on point.... there is nothing I can do now. I hate speaking to this person but I can't avoid it. My pride is yelling in pain as I make futile attempts to reach out to him... but my heart won't let me stop. I just can't tear my eyes from this train wreck.
So I guess I'll wear my mask a little longer.... just to avoid the dark silence of loneliness.
I am already wrapped in solitude but I won't admit it.... hell even thought he has no idea of how much he hurts me... how every damn day I ache more and more.. I'll keep on going. I'll just keep acting my part... a goddamn foolish puppet.