it's late and i need beer.

[smeecub]

well well i find myself back to my journal... what a way to start off an entry. well, hello. i'm back. thank you for caring. ha. well not being sick has been great. i picked up right where i left off; out every night, doing it right. crazy times have been had, it's sad to think (please dont hit me) that summer is o-so-over quite soon. =*( i dread going back to school. some of me wishes this summer would never end, it is but the rest of me that is honest and realizes this will never happen. how will the semester work itself out? new friends, old loves gone, and good friends gone yet again. i feel that it could go two ways; either good bc there will still be plenty of excitement (hopefully new faces as well), or it may be possible that new friends are not actually true friends which would lead to nothing new. i could almost see myself falling into the work/schoolwork habit just for the lack of anything important to do. i guess this is just one of thoes, 'i'm not sure whats gunna happen so i'm a little scared moments'. either way, i'll have to make the best of the times to come.
<3 richie