Mama's apple pie got cock-a-roach in it
let me apologize ahead of time. i appreciate all my lj-friends. let me just get that out now. but if by the end of this entry i make u hella sad and depressed and/or give u the impression that i am a complete BITCH, i meant well and no im actually pretty nice but not today. but if u STILL feel the need to never see me again and delete me as ur precious lj-friend, i will do the same.
i apologize to anyone that commented to any of my posts in the communities. im too lazy to check them. my email stopped working so i dunno whos commenting or whatever. dunno whos caring about me and random-ly emailing me telling me how much they love me. cant miss out on one of thoses. ... never know when ill finally get one.
i feel like throwing up. its terrible. i started off with this huge headache and then i got nausous. feel like im gona pass out. woooo-weeee there. i think the lack of use-ability of my computer is making me EXTREMELY bitchy lately.
today hit me with how much luck i have. i got lots of it. bad luck that is. its not until now that im thinking about how RETARDED i am for not thinking more earlier. but its just so much easier to just ignore things and hope they'll fix on their own. just like my computer. well actually i have tried, just nothings working... i do GIVE a crap about things, but just not enough to really make a difference. it just makes me all paranoid and insane. never actually solved anything. i just hope that stupid decisions lead to forgive-able things. im a big screw-up. but i guess i asked for it. but please dont give it to me. does that make sense? what am i TALKING about...
gees
im surprised i got so many comments on my last post. is it because of the pictures? would u still be my friend if i DIDNT post pictures of me? did u even read what my interests are? do u ever feel that maybe i was FORCED to be ur friend b/c im nice but we have NOTHING in common but u added me already and im a nice gal so ill add u back but will completely ignore ur journals existance? did u just add me cuz u think im pretty?
are we REALLY friends? if not... do u think we ever will be? why did u add me? am i the only one that comments to my lj-friends even when they dont have pictures? am i crazy? did u even read this? its soooo long and WHAT? *gasp* theres no pictures. :(
onward, thanks for the comments. they make me feel warm inside. thoses who added me from an adding community, im not talking about u. b/c thatd just be really silly of me. im silly but when it comes to ADDING COMMUNITIES. GOLLY nO. im not trying to be sarcastic. its not my strong point anyways.
but bitching and moaning is.
i apologize to anyone that commented to any of my posts in the communities. im too lazy to check them. my email stopped working so i dunno whos commenting or whatever. dunno whos caring about me and random-ly emailing me telling me how much they love me. cant miss out on one of thoses. ... never know when ill finally get one.
i feel like throwing up. its terrible. i started off with this huge headache and then i got nausous. feel like im gona pass out. woooo-weeee there. i think the lack of use-ability of my computer is making me EXTREMELY bitchy lately.
today hit me with how much luck i have. i got lots of it. bad luck that is. its not until now that im thinking about how RETARDED i am for not thinking more earlier. but its just so much easier to just ignore things and hope they'll fix on their own. just like my computer. well actually i have tried, just nothings working... i do GIVE a crap about things, but just not enough to really make a difference. it just makes me all paranoid and insane. never actually solved anything. i just hope that stupid decisions lead to forgive-able things. im a big screw-up. but i guess i asked for it. but please dont give it to me. does that make sense? what am i TALKING about...
gees
im surprised i got so many comments on my last post. is it because of the pictures? would u still be my friend if i DIDNT post pictures of me? did u even read what my interests are? do u ever feel that maybe i was FORCED to be ur friend b/c im nice but we have NOTHING in common but u added me already and im a nice gal so ill add u back but will completely ignore ur journals existance? did u just add me cuz u think im pretty?
are we REALLY friends? if not... do u think we ever will be? why did u add me? am i the only one that comments to my lj-friends even when they dont have pictures? am i crazy? did u even read this? its soooo long and WHAT? *gasp* theres no pictures. :(
onward, thanks for the comments. they make me feel warm inside. thoses who added me from an adding community, im not talking about u. b/c thatd just be really silly of me. im silly but when it comes to ADDING COMMUNITIES. GOLLY nO. im not trying to be sarcastic. its not my strong point anyways.
but bitching and moaning is.