I thought I had more to say....
I think this is something that I owe to myself and the rare other people who might actually care to know about what has gone on in the last year or so. Writing this will probably take a lot from me, many aspects of what have gone on the last year are in no way flattering to me, or to the person I want to be. There have been moments over the last year where I have hardly even been able to recognize myself. I have friends…well I hope I still have these friends who may think that I was avoiding them, when in fact I didn’t even know how to deal with myself and everything that was going on, let alone be around someone who would know that something was certainly different about me. For that I’m sorry, I should have known that I could always keep my friends close, because friendship is something that shouldn’t change, even if a person isn’t recognizable to themselves.
It’s amazing how the process of growing up never seems to end. I wonder if even when we are our parents ages that we will realize that we never stop growing and sometimes we have to go through these very out of character situations to become the person we want to be.
I know this is long overdue, but it is still hard for me to actually sit down and get all of this down and out on paper…well internet paper, but you know what I mean. But I’m ready to move on and sometimes the only way to completely move on is to stop and reflect.
I’m not even sure really how to begin or where to begin actually saying everything that has happened, so much of it honestly seems like a dream.
In the last year I have:
Worked at the FSU Bookstore…met some interesting people to say the least
Finally decided on a major (psychology)
Redeemed my GPA…while discovering I have a bit of a partier in me.
Had all of my morals questioned…and yes I do mean all…
Redefined my boundaries for what fits my life.
I realize in all reality that this entry, by no means accomplish any of what I wanted to say, but it’s a start…and for now that’s all I need. Although I think getting this all out would be easier if I was answering questions…. So here goes. This is a freebie chance to ask me anything you might have wanted to know about what’s been going on in the last year or so.
Who knows maybe more updates will come, rather than being few and far between.
It’s amazing how the process of growing up never seems to end. I wonder if even when we are our parents ages that we will realize that we never stop growing and sometimes we have to go through these very out of character situations to become the person we want to be.
I know this is long overdue, but it is still hard for me to actually sit down and get all of this down and out on paper…well internet paper, but you know what I mean. But I’m ready to move on and sometimes the only way to completely move on is to stop and reflect.
I’m not even sure really how to begin or where to begin actually saying everything that has happened, so much of it honestly seems like a dream.
In the last year I have:
Worked at the FSU Bookstore…met some interesting people to say the least
Finally decided on a major (psychology)
Redeemed my GPA…while discovering I have a bit of a partier in me.
Had all of my morals questioned…and yes I do mean all…
Redefined my boundaries for what fits my life.
I realize in all reality that this entry, by no means accomplish any of what I wanted to say, but it’s a start…and for now that’s all I need. Although I think getting this all out would be easier if I was answering questions…. So here goes. This is a freebie chance to ask me anything you might have wanted to know about what’s been going on in the last year or so.
Who knows maybe more updates will come, rather than being few and far between.