Jul 12, 2005 20:31
hey, i just realised that i've been stood up by my mormon friends. they are constantly coming by and trying to convert me and getting me to sing for them and play guitar. hee hee, i forgot they were coming over today. i must have scared them away the last time they were here. i've yet to read the book of mormon, but i'll probably give it a whir.
it's been a rough week, two of my kittens died. it turns out that they have cat's flu and a secondary infection. most of them are doing better, but one wont nurse, so i've been feeding it with a dropper. i have my fingers crossed that they'll all make it (there are nine of them). for some reason every time i single out a cat to be mine they either die or disappear, except starla. grrrr!
anyways, sorry i haven't updated much recently, i've just been pissing around the house hiding from the world. it's funny because even though i've been hiding from everyone God has brought me his work to do anyways. he's so wonderful to me, i have no idea why. i'm so evil, i don't want to be, but somehow i always end up being that way. i do have my good moments, but it seems that they are few and far between. i wonder why it feels so natural being evil. don't get me wrong i do feel guilty afterwards (now that i'm a christian) but i really have to make an effort to be good. i'm glad my lords haven't given up on me. i love them so much. please say a prayer for me.
((hugs))
God bless you
Linda Michelle