lately..
The summer has been pretty boring and very hot. My sister Sonya is down visiting:) and Destiny is staying with us all summer. I've been caring for the little ones most of the time-Amber, Alyssa, Destiny, and Sonya-though not all at once usually. They are such a joy to have around, but I sure wish Father would bless me with more patience.
We're all going to the lake tonight to watch fireworks, it's going to be so fun. I love summer time, I get to play in the water, enjoy the flowers, and go around half naked..lol. Oh yeah and almost everytime I've seen Billy play it's been summer time, accept when we went to see Zwan, which was in September.
I know I didn't really comment too much on the Billy Corgan concert, that's because I have mixed emotions about that night. Don't get me wrong Billy was great, most of the songs anyways. Kelly was pretty fun too when he wasn't mad at me. I wanted to see Rhonda as much as I wanted to see Billy and when I did find her I couldn't even get her to crack a smile and I pretty much had to force a hug out of her. Not to mention I called and called, and left messages for her the night before to let her know I was going to the show, because a few days before that she really acted like she wanted me to go, so I thought she would be happy (as usual). But she never called back, so I assumed from her behavior before and after the show that she was mad at me for one of my previous posts about how much I suck because I've been praising Billy Corgan rather than God all these years. Oh well none of this really matters so I'll move on.
I forgive you Rhonda and Starr and love you. Everything I've told you is true and all I can say is that you will one day know it's true. I'm telling you this because I love you and care for your souls, even though you hate me. And I'm sorry if I come off as agressive toward you in anyway. And I really hope you don't go to hell or me for that matter.
Anyways to change the subject...I finally finished reading Matthew and I'm thinking about starting back where I left off in the Old Testament. However I'm not sure. Major sent me the "Book of Enoch" but I still haven't gotten around to reading it yet.
I never thought reading the Bible would be so intersting, but it really is. I can see the prophecies written in that book happing now, it's so amazing. God is amazing and so merciful. I don't know why he ever chose to call me His child, I'm so not worthy.
May Christ's love be with you all
Michelle
We're all going to the lake tonight to watch fireworks, it's going to be so fun. I love summer time, I get to play in the water, enjoy the flowers, and go around half naked..lol. Oh yeah and almost everytime I've seen Billy play it's been summer time, accept when we went to see Zwan, which was in September.
I know I didn't really comment too much on the Billy Corgan concert, that's because I have mixed emotions about that night. Don't get me wrong Billy was great, most of the songs anyways. Kelly was pretty fun too when he wasn't mad at me. I wanted to see Rhonda as much as I wanted to see Billy and when I did find her I couldn't even get her to crack a smile and I pretty much had to force a hug out of her. Not to mention I called and called, and left messages for her the night before to let her know I was going to the show, because a few days before that she really acted like she wanted me to go, so I thought she would be happy (as usual). But she never called back, so I assumed from her behavior before and after the show that she was mad at me for one of my previous posts about how much I suck because I've been praising Billy Corgan rather than God all these years. Oh well none of this really matters so I'll move on.
I forgive you Rhonda and Starr and love you. Everything I've told you is true and all I can say is that you will one day know it's true. I'm telling you this because I love you and care for your souls, even though you hate me. And I'm sorry if I come off as agressive toward you in anyway. And I really hope you don't go to hell or me for that matter.
Anyways to change the subject...I finally finished reading Matthew and I'm thinking about starting back where I left off in the Old Testament. However I'm not sure. Major sent me the "Book of Enoch" but I still haven't gotten around to reading it yet.
I never thought reading the Bible would be so intersting, but it really is. I can see the prophecies written in that book happing now, it's so amazing. God is amazing and so merciful. I don't know why he ever chose to call me His child, I'm so not worthy.
May Christ's love be with you all
Michelle