meds losing effect
yaaay. my meds are losing their effect. i'm growing tolerance for my meth adderall. but it's wierd... more meth means i can get some focus, but also there is so much a.d.d. symptoms coming back that i recognize as add after the fact. and now i think i'm starting to tweak a little. :( which means i'm not sleeping well. :( ugh.
i had an appt with the doc (
katnmouse went too! :) and we talked about strattera being next. and we talked about how i'm going to wind down off the meth. fuck fuck fuck. i'm going to be fucked for a while... i'm gonna talk to the doc and try and implement the methoff plan like yesterday.
oh, and i cannot sleep with a sock on my right foot. makes me batshit crazy. and my latest fun thing is tweezing body hair rather than shave it. i suddenly have an aversion to the "creepy FLY hairs" that grow out of me. you know? the ones that are freakishly triple the diameter of the rest of your hairs? remember the creepy ass hairs on dude's back in the movie The Fly?
:)
everyone "pray" for
katnmouse ... she's the one on the short end of this ADD stick. :( i love you, bebe! :)
oh wow, i just started reading up on strattera. i hope i don't have the psychotic dreams or the absolute zombie-dom that some people get...
fuckfuckfuckfuck...
i had an appt with the doc (
katnmouse went too! :) and we talked about strattera being next. and we talked about how i'm going to wind down off the meth. fuck fuck fuck. i'm going to be fucked for a while... i'm gonna talk to the doc and try and implement the methoff plan like yesterday.
oh, and i cannot sleep with a sock on my right foot. makes me batshit crazy. and my latest fun thing is tweezing body hair rather than shave it. i suddenly have an aversion to the "creepy FLY hairs" that grow out of me. you know? the ones that are freakishly triple the diameter of the rest of your hairs? remember the creepy ass hairs on dude's back in the movie The Fly?
:)
everyone "pray" for
katnmouse ... she's the one on the short end of this ADD stick. :( i love you, bebe! :)
oh wow, i just started reading up on strattera. i hope i don't have the psychotic dreams or the absolute zombie-dom that some people get...
fuckfuckfuckfuck...