Maddison Nicole = Love

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I had my 20 week anatomy scan today @ Johns Hopkins, and...

IT'S A GIRL!!! :)

I have a baby bump!

I miss all my old friends so much. I was looking at pictures and I can't stop crying. Everyone has abandoned me and I don't blame them. I don't blame a single one of them, their worlds are better without me in them. But I just miss them. All of them ( Read more... )

I'm pregnant, 9 weeks along. I have something called hyperemisis where I'm really, really sick. I had to have a pic line put in that goes from my arm to my heart. I have to carry around a pump that pumps zofran into me all day long. I have to have IV fluids twice a day. All my friends up and abandoned me when I stopped smoking weed. The babys ( Read more... )

Life sucks. It really, really, really sucks.

And it's almost been a year since I've posted on here & that makes me sad.

I wonder if anyone would even read this now.... hmmm.... I guess we'll find out.

i'm single again & me & james are over, for good this time.

it feels so good not fighting all the time.

i worked today, mothers day from 1pm-11pm.... 10 hours running around. im a waitress & the place was PACKED, i didnt even have one break. it was crazy but i made over $300 so it was worth it. :)

so yeah, working, saving up money, hanging out with ( Read more... )

Me & James are back together, again. I got pulled over & arrested because my liscence was suspended & I didn't even know it. Grrr. I was held in the cop car for 1/2 an hour & then James came & picked me up. Yeah so I had to go down to the courthouse & pay the ticket I didn't pay & then talk to the commisioner. He was a complete asshole. My court ( Read more... )

      It fucking kills me to have to pretend that it doesn't hurt me.

"Losing a best friend leaves a scar on your heart that will never heal the right way ever again."

So true, so depressingly true.

I'm missing her so much right now that my heart just... hurts.