not so smart at the moment, driving a fender-bender
why the hell do people stop in the middle of traffic? i mean honestly... why is it that the first words out of my mouth when something like this happens aren't good ones? like why not say "God bless it" instead? why am i blaming myself? probably because i really wasn't paying attention, have no clue how fast i was going, and most definitely wish that i would have just stayed home. really just retarded the way this works. but i know that there was some reasoning behind it, that every single thing has already been planned out for me, and my family.
God please forgive me for ignoring your voice, and for slandering your holy being. Thank you for keeping me safe, and for all of the blessings that you have given me. Please see that i become what you have set up for me. Give me peace, and help me trust you. in jesus' name amen.
two hr time lapse...
and the reasoning is to get me to realize that stuff just shouldn't be given to people, that stuff shouldn't be taken for granted, and that when you're moving too fast you sometimes need som kind of road block to slow you down. i will grow from this, it's just another thing to keep me trusting the only one there is to truly trust... like the 50/30 and monetary issues...
God please forgive me for ignoring your voice, and for slandering your holy being. Thank you for keeping me safe, and for all of the blessings that you have given me. Please see that i become what you have set up for me. Give me peace, and help me trust you. in jesus' name amen.
two hr time lapse...
and the reasoning is to get me to realize that stuff just shouldn't be given to people, that stuff shouldn't be taken for granted, and that when you're moving too fast you sometimes need som kind of road block to slow you down. i will grow from this, it's just another thing to keep me trusting the only one there is to truly trust... like the 50/30 and monetary issues...