Sad realization
You know the saying "The worst way to love someone is when you are standing right next to them and you know that you can't have them"? Well, for a glimmer of a second I had that today. Or maybe "The hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love somebody else". I guess it would be a combination of the two...
But in any case, for the most part, I have a decent to good amount of control over myself. And for the most part, I'm happy for them. It's just those instants when things seem so perfect, so harmonized, so right that I succumb to total ecstacy. And while it doesn't bother me normally, it reminds me that no matter how much I love someone, they'll never love me in the same way.
February has been eventful for me...I finally got some well-deserved closure and I lost a really good friend. For the shortest month, I somehow think that this one will stick in my mind for a while. And on a random side note...
Sometimes it feels like the world is turning while I'm standing still, and sometimes I feel like the world is standing still while I'm running around. But even in the discord of imbalance, I still find tiny semblances that strike me with timeless memories.
Kissing in the rain. I think that's my favorite.
But in any case, for the most part, I have a decent to good amount of control over myself. And for the most part, I'm happy for them. It's just those instants when things seem so perfect, so harmonized, so right that I succumb to total ecstacy. And while it doesn't bother me normally, it reminds me that no matter how much I love someone, they'll never love me in the same way.
February has been eventful for me...I finally got some well-deserved closure and I lost a really good friend. For the shortest month, I somehow think that this one will stick in my mind for a while. And on a random side note...
Sometimes it feels like the world is turning while I'm standing still, and sometimes I feel like the world is standing still while I'm running around. But even in the discord of imbalance, I still find tiny semblances that strike me with timeless memories.
Kissing in the rain. I think that's my favorite.