Feb 20, 2004 11:21
I know that each person has to follow his or her own star, no matter how far it may seem to anyone else. And I know that along the way, your path crosses with those who become acquaintances and sometimes friends. But sometimes it's easy to forget that you're still following your star. And when formerly unbreakable bonds dissolve slowly and gently with bittersweet pain, it makes you wonder how you're supposed to react.
I've never really felt this compassion toward people, but it makes me wonder if they notice...that...slowly, but surely we're growing apart. Actually, it's more like deliberate and quickly, but...do they notice?
I don't understand why this is bothering me so much. I know that I'm temporary, friends are temporary, life is temporary. But I can't help but wish that there was some way for me to just hold on a little longer.
I'm trying to not let it affect me, but who am I fooling? I'm just really sad.