Best friends?
Got goodish news coming up, but I wanted, nay, needed to get this off my chest before it added to my stress.
A part of me wants to bottle it up inside herself, but I won't.
The one I have called my best friend for years, even when our relationship took a giant step backwards in one year, has, apparently, decided to cut back her already little talking. I know she's quiet, but last weekend is an example:
I sent a message, no reply. Fine. She's big into RP, or she was out of the room. I went to watch the old "Tomica Hero Rescue Force" series, checking every so often. Two hours later, I sent her a Phoenix Wright fanpic, and she laughed. I asked her if she was busy, and she said that she wasn't. ... ... the hell? I'm sure she'll say she missed the IM, but my AIM flashes at me when I have a message waiting. She might have been watching something, but she gave no "Sorry, I missed the message."
*sighs* Do I rate nothing more than a stranger she's friendly to anymore? I dunno. Wish I did, tho. She still means the world to me. Can closeness not exist without love?
*sighs* I'll say the one statement born since we were tight.
I don't know. I don't know anything anymore.
A part of me wants to bottle it up inside herself, but I won't.
The one I have called my best friend for years, even when our relationship took a giant step backwards in one year, has, apparently, decided to cut back her already little talking. I know she's quiet, but last weekend is an example:
I sent a message, no reply. Fine. She's big into RP, or she was out of the room. I went to watch the old "Tomica Hero Rescue Force" series, checking every so often. Two hours later, I sent her a Phoenix Wright fanpic, and she laughed. I asked her if she was busy, and she said that she wasn't. ... ... the hell? I'm sure she'll say she missed the IM, but my AIM flashes at me when I have a message waiting. She might have been watching something, but she gave no "Sorry, I missed the message."
*sighs* Do I rate nothing more than a stranger she's friendly to anymore? I dunno. Wish I did, tho. She still means the world to me. Can closeness not exist without love?
*sighs* I'll say the one statement born since we were tight.
I don't know. I don't know anything anymore.