I so didn't need this today, or OMG! RELATIONSHIPWANK!
Out of the fucking blue, one of the people I "played with" on a Pokémon MUSH, yes, you can read it that way, and had started a fling with popped up like it usually does. Most times it is 3-8 min & stop talking. Last night, it asked if I had found someone new. As Chibi and I are together, I decided to quit the bullshit and said yes. BIGGEST FUCKING MISTAKE I EVER MADE.
I may have been wrong and not say "get lost" for years since I quit when the MUSH switched subject matters, but I knew it would react this way. Fucking hell.. I didn't need this last night and today.
Why am I calling it an it? I think it's just confused. I talked about a close friend that has Multiple Personalies, it decided it had that. When I talked about another friend, a MtF trans, it decided it was too. *blows hair out of eyes* It's confused and needs help, and since we quit "playing" often and it just talking to me about a hour over 2 years to 3 years, I've turned into a bastich. I am not helping that one.
Why? Being friends with me isn't good enough. The hell? I broke the promise. Hello? I can't remember what I said anymore, and it hasn't been around much, so why is it me? I've had Sera (and her damn family) and Chibi around me during that. And it's killing its personalities until it finds love. feh. Drama much? The kicker? "I've been working..." yadda yadda. BULLSHIT! Your IM is on all the time. No away message ala Indigo, no mobile signal ala Sera, scifantasy, & Val.
I was done with it after a few months after it started the "I'm online, but I'm not talking to you." If you ask me, it MMO's 24/7. I may have been wrong in waiting til last night to tell it, but GAH! IT'S ACTING THE EXACT WAY I THOUGHT 3 YEARS AGO! I was hoping it'd find someone new by now. Gods damn it. I would have thought it would have more class not to go relationship/no one loves me/I'm dying wangst-wank ... at least NOT ON MY BIRTHDAY!
FUCK! So, I'm on my Chibi only AIM SN, but I have msn messenger & yahoo on so if you reply to any of my lj's (except one), I'll get notifications.
And Chibi? I love YOU, have, will, & always. Not the nutjob.