when i am king you will be first against the wall.
so last night i cleaned merediths room and her mom paid me twenty dollars. that was cool, bc i know this is weird but, i actually like to clean. Getting paid is just like a bonus. With that money i got the Ok computer Cd by radiohead, and i got the radiohead Kid A poster. Which if i say so myself looks fantastic in my room.
got my schedule a few days ago and for anyone who cares these are my classes:
Semester 1:
1st period - Fashion Design, Epker.
2nd period - Advertising Art, Mclellan.
3rd period - Ceramics 1, Tuma.
4th period - TV productions, Duda.
5th period - Algebra 2, Ortwine.
6th period - World History 1, Canjar.
Semester 2:
1st period - Astronomy, Hamilton.
2nd period - 11 college prep English, Goslin.
3rd period - American Econmics, Mstrovito.
4th period - Psychology 1, Foshey.
5th period - Algebra 2, Ortwine.
6th period - Metals 1, Kelly.
i love how my first four classes of first semester are easy as balls. I love art, and art loves me. Speaking of art i painted the coolest peice of work i ever possibly done over the past three days. My dad said he wanted to hang it up in our family room. I'm so proud. My dad usually hates all my art work bc he's like "oh yeah a pot-head didn't draw this picture." well you know what dad, a pot head didn't paint that painting, bc i would not consider myself a pot-head any more. I don't think it's bad to be one like 98% of my freinds are. I just have my reasons for not being a complete burnout. But mostly just fear of the police.
On a more dreary note. I haven't spoken to robin in like five days. Ok maybe the little stunt of trying to call her phone till she answers to force her to answer was slightly immature, but hey people do stupid things in moments of rage. I still think she could've answered the phone to tell me that she was busy. And its not like it was just that day that she hadn't answered my calls, it was for the past two days before that. I think i gave her a fair start until i started to become irrational and bitchy. You don't just stop talking to one of your best freinds and not bother to tell them why. And if she was so busy then she actually could've answered the phone instead of taking the time it took her to send that nasty little text message. Which ended in "stop being so self centered." Now, see that's the thing that makes me want to light her on fire, i was calling her dumbass to give her things that i know she wants to take to college. But you know that's just bc im so self centered. I can't say im that bothered that i probably won't see her for a long time. the more i think about it the more of a fake person she seems to be. I mean she wants to have this image. This stoner image. When she used to tell me that the thing she was most scared of with pot was that she was going to smoke it and like it and become a pothead. I don't doubt that she doesn't like the reefer a whole bunch but i think she does it so often subconciously bc she thinks it gives her freinds. She'll openly admit she had no one who she could actually call a freind until she started to smoke pot. And that's just sad if the only way she can make freinds is by being a pothead. And i just feel sorry for her, bc she won't go very far in the real world. And her art, yes some of it is cool, but most of it just looks the same, its like she does things so she can show off to pple and be like wow look at what a cool trippy pot head i am. She's insecure, not saying im not insecure at times myself. but it really shows through to me how she's insecure. Most people would say slutty girls are insecure, that maybe true. But robin is insecure in a different way. In a stubborn way. Ahhh god i have to stop thinking about it, and all the lies i've figured out she's told to me and other pple. I'm hurt by that, but you know what i just have to move on. She was a slight waste of my time, but i liked her alot while i thought she was being a real person. But in the end she's just a fake, and i fell for it, so i guess it's my bad.
ok maybe i am bothered that i won't see her for a while........i just feel so.....Jewed.
man what the fuck??
got my schedule a few days ago and for anyone who cares these are my classes:
Semester 1:
1st period - Fashion Design, Epker.
2nd period - Advertising Art, Mclellan.
3rd period - Ceramics 1, Tuma.
4th period - TV productions, Duda.
5th period - Algebra 2, Ortwine.
6th period - World History 1, Canjar.
Semester 2:
1st period - Astronomy, Hamilton.
2nd period - 11 college prep English, Goslin.
3rd period - American Econmics, Mstrovito.
4th period - Psychology 1, Foshey.
5th period - Algebra 2, Ortwine.
6th period - Metals 1, Kelly.
i love how my first four classes of first semester are easy as balls. I love art, and art loves me. Speaking of art i painted the coolest peice of work i ever possibly done over the past three days. My dad said he wanted to hang it up in our family room. I'm so proud. My dad usually hates all my art work bc he's like "oh yeah a pot-head didn't draw this picture." well you know what dad, a pot head didn't paint that painting, bc i would not consider myself a pot-head any more. I don't think it's bad to be one like 98% of my freinds are. I just have my reasons for not being a complete burnout. But mostly just fear of the police.
On a more dreary note. I haven't spoken to robin in like five days. Ok maybe the little stunt of trying to call her phone till she answers to force her to answer was slightly immature, but hey people do stupid things in moments of rage. I still think she could've answered the phone to tell me that she was busy. And its not like it was just that day that she hadn't answered my calls, it was for the past two days before that. I think i gave her a fair start until i started to become irrational and bitchy. You don't just stop talking to one of your best freinds and not bother to tell them why. And if she was so busy then she actually could've answered the phone instead of taking the time it took her to send that nasty little text message. Which ended in "stop being so self centered." Now, see that's the thing that makes me want to light her on fire, i was calling her dumbass to give her things that i know she wants to take to college. But you know that's just bc im so self centered. I can't say im that bothered that i probably won't see her for a long time. the more i think about it the more of a fake person she seems to be. I mean she wants to have this image. This stoner image. When she used to tell me that the thing she was most scared of with pot was that she was going to smoke it and like it and become a pothead. I don't doubt that she doesn't like the reefer a whole bunch but i think she does it so often subconciously bc she thinks it gives her freinds. She'll openly admit she had no one who she could actually call a freind until she started to smoke pot. And that's just sad if the only way she can make freinds is by being a pothead. And i just feel sorry for her, bc she won't go very far in the real world. And her art, yes some of it is cool, but most of it just looks the same, its like she does things so she can show off to pple and be like wow look at what a cool trippy pot head i am. She's insecure, not saying im not insecure at times myself. but it really shows through to me how she's insecure. Most people would say slutty girls are insecure, that maybe true. But robin is insecure in a different way. In a stubborn way. Ahhh god i have to stop thinking about it, and all the lies i've figured out she's told to me and other pple. I'm hurt by that, but you know what i just have to move on. She was a slight waste of my time, but i liked her alot while i thought she was being a real person. But in the end she's just a fake, and i fell for it, so i guess it's my bad.
ok maybe i am bothered that i won't see her for a while........i just feel so.....Jewed.
man what the fuck??