A big "FUCK YOU!" (Again)

[smaity]

What the fucking hell is wrong with my parents! (It's not even a question; it's a bleeding exclamation!) I've been dreading the Father-Daughter dance since freshman year and mum has been making such a deal of it recently. Honestly, I could not be more jealous of Loressa right now - her parents not knowing about it. Mum gave me the cold shoulder all day today and finally tonight came in and said I needed to go "ask dad if he wants to go." I said just give me a check and I'll turn it in. Seriously, you've been harping about how I have to go, now you seriously want me to invite him myself? She actually compared it to asking someone to prom! I told her that realistically, if you think about it, I wouldn't ask someone I didn't want to go to prom with in the first place; therefore it was a very bad comparison. That pissed her off further. So, she starts cursing at me and threatening to "make that weekend hell" for me. Whatever. At this point I'd almost rather suffer the five bloody hours than it have long term consequences.

I'm really not asking for anyone's opinion on this (except for Loressa's...I know she'll give me a big thumbs-up) because, honestly, I know I'm being an utter bitch. I just have too much pride to admit it. Plus, none of you really know the relationship between my father and me (save Meaghan) so it really would make you look stupid to say something like "Oh, you're dad's not that bad. He's a nice guy." 'Cause seriously? He hasn't been in the past. Don't pretend you know things about me that you actually don't.

kthnx

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