patience
gosh darn it for me having the worse case of impatience... EVER!
my worst quality i would say is impatience... i can never wait too long... ask my parents. they come to pick me up from work late and i usually call them 3 times at least in 15mins if they're still not there... so usually they end up waiting for me before i get out just so i won't bug em so much lol
*sigh* i hate it... my impatience i mean. i understand he's busy and all but i keep arguing with myself. one side of me thinks he should at least make 10mins or so of his time for me! gawd. the other side thinks he's focusing on school... he's majoring on math for crying out loud. its bound to take a lot of his time. i should just be patient and let him finish up important business before giving him crap about not paying much attention to a girl he admitted he liked a lot... better yet a girl he's DATING!
kaii... so... AISH! im so annoyed with myself. no i'm not annoyed with him. well i am kinda. but nonetheless im more annoyed with myself than him. i should have patience. i mean its not like he's my.... well anywhose! blah. damn. crap!
and i got sick out of nowhere too... i wish he'd even ask if i was alright or whatever. geez! well i'm feeling better now thanks... gosh i should stop spazzing so much lol
umm well long story short, i miss you? lol blah whatever... i can deal with it. no, i WILL deal with it. i just hope you realize im not the kind to wait it out sometimes.
my worst quality i would say is impatience... i can never wait too long... ask my parents. they come to pick me up from work late and i usually call them 3 times at least in 15mins if they're still not there... so usually they end up waiting for me before i get out just so i won't bug em so much lol
*sigh* i hate it... my impatience i mean. i understand he's busy and all but i keep arguing with myself. one side of me thinks he should at least make 10mins or so of his time for me! gawd. the other side thinks he's focusing on school... he's majoring on math for crying out loud. its bound to take a lot of his time. i should just be patient and let him finish up important business before giving him crap about not paying much attention to a girl he admitted he liked a lot... better yet a girl he's DATING!
kaii... so... AISH! im so annoyed with myself. no i'm not annoyed with him. well i am kinda. but nonetheless im more annoyed with myself than him. i should have patience. i mean its not like he's my.... well anywhose! blah. damn. crap!
and i got sick out of nowhere too... i wish he'd even ask if i was alright or whatever. geez! well i'm feeling better now thanks... gosh i should stop spazzing so much lol
umm well long story short, i miss you? lol blah whatever... i can deal with it. no, i WILL deal with it. i just hope you realize im not the kind to wait it out sometimes.