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Aug 27, 2005 13:28

Something has come up... I will be leaving the school when my uncle arrives tonight. The date of my return, or whether I will be coming back, is still uncertain.

It was a wonderful five years here at Hogwarts and I was expecting to stay even longer... but fate has other plans it seems.

PRIVATE TO YOH: )

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sakuya__kira August 27 2005, 21:04:29 UTC
'Bye.

I promise to take good care of Yoh in your absence.

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slytherin_flame August 27 2005, 21:07:42 UTC
No need. Ren has it under control.

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sakuya__kira August 27 2005, 21:18:11 UTC
Good to know.

I'll take care of the sex parts and Wen-Wen can do the rest. ^__^

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slytherin_flame August 27 2005, 21:21:50 UTC
If I hear anything strange in Yoh's letters... even if I cannot come myself there will be repurcussions.

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Private to Hao sly_ren August 27 2005, 21:11:25 UTC
Whatever this something is, it doesn't sound good. Take good care of yourself. I mean it. I'll be really pissed off at you if you end up dead before I can prove some things to you.

I don't think it's a reason to celebrate.

Funny, I don't know how to describe what I think of you, either. Perhaps there aren't really any words. A part of me would have liked to figure it out... or perhaps us parting ways is for the best.

Goodbye, Hao. Let me know if there's anything...

I'll still look after Yoh.

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Private to Ren slytherin_flame August 27 2005, 21:20:41 UTC
I've always taken care of myself, Ren. I will be waiting for you to show up before me. With our families it's only a matter of time before we meet again.

For some reason that is reassuring.

While you still are uncertain of your feelings for me I have come to acknowledge my own. Even if I'm gone, Ren, you are still mine. Years apart will not change this. When I return and you are with someone else they will be done away with.

All I ask is you watch over my brother. I regret to say... you're the only one I can trust with this.

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Private to Hao sly_ren August 27 2005, 21:39:57 UTC
Hm. Well, you had better keep taking care of yourself. Someday, things will be different. I'll be different. I expect our paths will cross again someday.

If I had wanted you to go, I wouldn't have treated you as a friend. Or whatever you were to me.

... I told you. I don't belong to anyone. And I can't imagine being with someone in that way. It's pointless right now for me to think that way, anyway.

I promise you that I will as long as I am able. Yoh is a good person. People shouldn't abuse that.

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kaiba_s August 27 2005, 21:20:03 UTC
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slytherin_flame August 27 2005, 21:22:03 UTC
Goodbye, Kaiba.

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kaiba_s August 27 2005, 21:32:07 UTC
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Private to Hao: orangecomplex August 27 2005, 21:26:50 UTC
Aniki..

I've come all this way and spent so many years trying to find you... and now that I've finally got you within reach you're... you're leaving me behind! Why am I always left behind? You said you knew where I was all that time I tried to find you... maybe you don't like me at all.. N-no.. that isn't true.. but still.. I don't understand. I should have stayed at Durmstrang. I could have avoided a lot of extra work and now... enough pain to last a lifetime... if you were just going to leave... maybe we shouldn't have met at all...

I don't think you should write to me.

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Private to Yoh: slytherin_flame August 27 2005, 21:37:04 UTC
I'm so sorry, Yoh.

It's not within my power to stay. If our uncle wishes to pull me out of the school, being underaged there is nothing I can say or do otherwise... you know that. I'm not leaving you behind because I want to... You are my most precious brother, my other half. Leaving you... the completion I felt when I met you is fading... I want to explain everything. It shouldn't hurt so much... this is why I stayed away. This is why I watched you from afar. I never wanted to feel this pain... and I knew once we met I wouldn't be able to help but love you.

This bond we share... would it be better for us both to severe it?

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Re: Private to Yoh: orangecomplex August 27 2005, 23:10:23 UTC
I just didn't think you would let anyone separate us again... Don't call him my uncle, too. I'm too naive, I guess. That's my own fault.

You say you want to... but will you, really? I don't know what I'm supposed to think anymore.

Even if we were to be reunited again, I fear history would repeat itself. For one reason or another... maybe we're not meant to be together. Maybe I'm not meant to call you my brother. I never once stopped to think... you were raised by him. Should I have even trusted you from the start? I think I'm too idealistic. This hurts way too much... hearing from you will only make it worse.

I don't know if I could handle seeing you again.

But if we ever did, I think I would feel justified being the one to leave you behind next time.

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Private to Hao yuetsukan August 28 2005, 02:07:19 UTC
I... just hope you can come back someday. Nothing will be the same without you. If not... I'll come find you in two years. We can pick up where we left off, and maybe I can give you what you desire then. I know I can't give it to you now, and I'm sorry ( ... )

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Private to Yue slytherin_flame August 28 2005, 06:55:13 UTC
I will be returning. If not to Hogwarts then to you. We made promises after all... and those I do not intend break. Though I am curious as to what you think I desire ( ... )

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Private to Hao yuetsukan August 28 2005, 07:20:18 UTC
It might be years from now, and we'll both have changed. But you are a part of me. I know you are. Just a cut on our hands, that was all it took, right? To make it real. I know you're inside me. What I think you desire? Power. I know there's more, but that's all I know for sure ( ... )

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