Something has come up... I will be leaving the school when my uncle arrives tonight. The date of my return, or whether I will be coming back, is still uncertain.
It was a wonderful five years here at Hogwarts and I was expecting to stay even longer... but fate has other plans it seems.
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I promise to take good care of Yoh in your absence.
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I'll take care of the sex parts and Wen-Wen can do the rest. ^__^
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I don't think it's a reason to celebrate.
Funny, I don't know how to describe what I think of you, either. Perhaps there aren't really any words. A part of me would have liked to figure it out... or perhaps us parting ways is for the best.
Goodbye, Hao. Let me know if there's anything...
I'll still look after Yoh.
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For some reason that is reassuring.
While you still are uncertain of your feelings for me I have come to acknowledge my own. Even if I'm gone, Ren, you are still mine. Years apart will not change this. When I return and you are with someone else they will be done away with.
All I ask is you watch over my brother. I regret to say... you're the only one I can trust with this.
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If I had wanted you to go, I wouldn't have treated you as a friend. Or whatever you were to me.
... I told you. I don't belong to anyone. And I can't imagine being with someone in that way. It's pointless right now for me to think that way, anyway.
I promise you that I will as long as I am able. Yoh is a good person. People shouldn't abuse that.
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I've come all this way and spent so many years trying to find you... and now that I've finally got you within reach you're... you're leaving me behind! Why am I always left behind? You said you knew where I was all that time I tried to find you... maybe you don't like me at all.. N-no.. that isn't true.. but still.. I don't understand. I should have stayed at Durmstrang. I could have avoided a lot of extra work and now... enough pain to last a lifetime... if you were just going to leave... maybe we shouldn't have met at all...
I don't think you should write to me.
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It's not within my power to stay. If our uncle wishes to pull me out of the school, being underaged there is nothing I can say or do otherwise... you know that. I'm not leaving you behind because I want to... You are my most precious brother, my other half. Leaving you... the completion I felt when I met you is fading... I want to explain everything. It shouldn't hurt so much... this is why I stayed away. This is why I watched you from afar. I never wanted to feel this pain... and I knew once we met I wouldn't be able to help but love you.
This bond we share... would it be better for us both to severe it?
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You say you want to... but will you, really? I don't know what I'm supposed to think anymore.
Even if we were to be reunited again, I fear history would repeat itself. For one reason or another... maybe we're not meant to be together. Maybe I'm not meant to call you my brother. I never once stopped to think... you were raised by him. Should I have even trusted you from the start? I think I'm too idealistic. This hurts way too much... hearing from you will only make it worse.
I don't know if I could handle seeing you again.
But if we ever did, I think I would feel justified being the one to leave you behind next time.
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