A lot can happen in 10 years, or not much at all. If you've been reading my lj for any amount of time, you'll notice that while the names (and occasionally, places) change, the issues and things I talk about don't change much ( Read more... )

I don't have more words about that which can only be said so many ways. I poured them all out 5 years ago. But it doesn't mean that the ache isn't still there. I think about him all the time. It would be hard not to. I think about several of my hockey boys often, and wonder if they're still playing somewhere. Some I know are still playing hockey, ( Read more... )

It is time to reflect, as must I always, on this most terrible anniversary, on Trevor and what he meant to me. I've had words wandering around my head all day, but for some reason, words don't do justice to the feelings that he evoked.. and still evokes ( Read more... )

I dreamed about Trevor last night. yeah, THAT Trevor for those of you who aren't familiar with me or haven't been reading my lj for that long ( Read more... )

hmm... so in the essence of gross personal info (okay it's not THAT gross- not like the tonsils!) I think I have a mild form of "Dyshidrotic Eczema ( Read more... )

I'd like to welcome cdnhockeyfan to my friends list. i found her through one ofincisiveparadox posts and she seems pretty cool. besides, anyone who likes the Cape breton Screaming Eagles- (Trevor Ettinger's jr team for 3 years) must be cool. :) and of course we are welcomeing her in true fashion, by snatching cool questions from her posts and answering them. here goes ( Read more... )

i took digital pics of lots of my regular pics and finally got around to uplodaing them to the internet! WHEEEE! so you may look Here for them or if you're too lazy, i'll give you a teaser (from photobucket.com cuz the yahoo think wont work.. so here are individual pics but if you want to see all, see the yahoo linkie:
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YAY!! guess what? I finally talked it up with Marty and I get to do some color broadcasting this weekend for the men's hockey games!!! :):) Friday night i'll probably just chill out and try to get a feel for the team ( i havent been to any games yet) and saturday i can jump in with Frank (the dude who does the play-by-play) this is fun! i can' ( Read more... )

n. the keeping of a thing in mind; memory;what is remembered; a memorial; a keepsake ( Read more... )

Yeah so i read that article that i mentioned the other day- the one about Trevor. Sad, really really sad. He was def. having some issues and he just wasnt right in the head i s'pose. cuz really, what person who is "right in the head" would end their life? right. but i guess in a way it is nice ot know that this didnt just come out of thin air ( Read more... )