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Apr 26, 2007 19:02

I feel like updating a bit about my day which is something I rarely do. But maybe that's because it's so messed up.

So last night I majorly binged. No reason really, probably PMS. Whatever. Anyhow I ended up not going to bed til after 4am. I didn't have class today so I planned to work a bit at home in the morning then go into my lab. Well, I woke up at 3pm. Yes, 3 in the afternoon. And then I felt too fat and disgusting to leave the apartment. As in, it was a challenge to even force myself to go past the front door to take the dog out. I was thinking I might go in to my lab once it got dark and the chances of running into people decreased but I don't think I'm going to do even that. My reason? That would require me to take a shower in case I did see someone and I don't want. I haven't showered in 2 days now (yes, so gross) and I don't even care. My friend called me but I didn't answer because I was sure she'd want to go out for dinner and I'm not eating so basically I haven't spoken to anyone today. It's a Thursday and I didn't leave my apartment and no one noticed.

Later, another friend is going to stop by to drop off my parking permit so I can park on campus tomorrow and I already have it planned. I'm going to put a sweatshirt on and tell her I was just getting ready for bed, so that's why I'm in my pajamas. She doesn't need to know that I didn't get dressed all day.

And now I'm going to watch TV and not think about my life.
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