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I'm seriously crying right now. Why is it that I eat everything or nothing? What the hell is wrong with me?! I want desperately to go back to eating like a normal person but I honestly don't even remember if I ever did anymore. Food should not be this complicated.
And the worst part is that I just need someone to talk to about how fat and disgusting I think I look and how gross I feel, but I can't tell any of my friends or family. I've stopped going to therapy and taking antidepressants and they all think I'm perfectly fine again. I should never have admitted to anyone that I had a problem.
And the worst part is that I just need someone to talk to about how fat and disgusting I think I look and how gross I feel, but I can't tell any of my friends or family. I've stopped going to therapy and taking antidepressants and they all think I'm perfectly fine again. I should never have admitted to anyone that I had a problem.