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I really couldn't be in a worse mood this morning. 2 pounds. 2 fucking pounds! 126 yesterday and 128 this morning. This sucks so badly I can't even explain. I didn't even binge so what the fuck? I hate my body. I went to this seminar yesterday and there was all this food- cheese, brownies, bread, cookies, crackers but I didn't have a bite of it. I didn't even touch the fruit or veggies because I knew if I went near that table I'd end up eating it all. The only thing I did wrong yesterday was all my measuring cups were dirty and I didn't feel like washing them so I didn't measure out my food for dinner. I know that didn't cause me to gain 2 pounds but that's what it feels like. And now I just want to cry and I can't even tell anyone what's wrong because it's so stupid.