We saw the moon in Colorado...
Where to begin. I don't even know. I mean, one day life couldn't be worse but soon there after, its really not that bad. On monday after having a talk with my mom,i've decided a few things. My mom is just not who she wants to be.Shes living a lie...and has therefore created the lie I'm living. I'm pretty sure I'm going to get away for a week and go to NC...or maybe Virginia if I'm lucky. And then I'm also going to live with my aunt for a little bit. My grandma is trying to get up here to be with me and try and help me have some fun. Right now im just concentrating on not having to be in this house because I really hate living here is this totally messed up atmosphere.
Through this whole ordeal though, I've really learned who my true friends are. And I must say that I really have the two best friends in the whole world. Through everything they have always been there. They have never given up on me and continue to support me and help me through everything. I cannot even say how much it means to have ppl right by your side through the laughs tears amazing times and the worst times. And I'll be the first to admit,my life seems to be full of shit and I really wouldn't be who I am without these two people. I know you know who you are and if I haven't said it enough....thank you...
Now onto things that don't really mean as much than the last two paragraphs...Monday I did...oh right...nothing. I was bored out of my mind so thats always fun. Tuesday I had to babysit for the day and then my Aunt came and picked me up and I hung out with her and my cousins for the night. Last night...haha....late night convos...gotta love it! :-) Today I went to get my nails done and that was ever so exciting. Then I babysat my cousins for a few hours and right now I'm waiting for my broher to get home so we can go out to dinner. We are going to Red Lobster...I have a serious craving for lobster dipped in butter....yay. Anyways, one more thing to add...
6 years ago today my life changed forever. Not that he'll ever read this but....I Miss you Dad and I love you like no one ever will...
There's two things I know for sure.
She was sent here from heaven, and she's daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night, she talks to Jesus, and I close my
eyes.
And I thank God for all the joy in my life,
Oh, but most of all, for...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"Walk beside the pony, daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, daddy, but I sure tried."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.
Sweet sixteen today,
She's looking like her momma a little more every day.
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls.
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
But I remember...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, daddy, but if you don't mind,
I'm only going to kiss you on the cheek this time."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right.
To deserve her love every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.
All the precious time ... Like the wind, the years go by
Precious butterfly ... Spread your wings and fly
She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride room just staring at her,
she asked me what I'm thinking, and I said "I'm not sure,
I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl." Then she leaned over... and gave
me...
Butterfly kisses, with her mama there sticking little flowers all up in her hair
"Walk me down the aisle, daddy, it's just about time"
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, daddy?" "Daddy, don't cry."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve her love every morning, and butterfly kisses
I couldn't ask God for more. Man, this is what love is.
I know I've gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses...
Through this whole ordeal though, I've really learned who my true friends are. And I must say that I really have the two best friends in the whole world. Through everything they have always been there. They have never given up on me and continue to support me and help me through everything. I cannot even say how much it means to have ppl right by your side through the laughs tears amazing times and the worst times. And I'll be the first to admit,my life seems to be full of shit and I really wouldn't be who I am without these two people. I know you know who you are and if I haven't said it enough....thank you...
Now onto things that don't really mean as much than the last two paragraphs...Monday I did...oh right...nothing. I was bored out of my mind so thats always fun. Tuesday I had to babysit for the day and then my Aunt came and picked me up and I hung out with her and my cousins for the night. Last night...haha....late night convos...gotta love it! :-) Today I went to get my nails done and that was ever so exciting. Then I babysat my cousins for a few hours and right now I'm waiting for my broher to get home so we can go out to dinner. We are going to Red Lobster...I have a serious craving for lobster dipped in butter....yay. Anyways, one more thing to add...
6 years ago today my life changed forever. Not that he'll ever read this but....I Miss you Dad and I love you like no one ever will...
There's two things I know for sure.
She was sent here from heaven, and she's daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night, she talks to Jesus, and I close my
eyes.
And I thank God for all the joy in my life,
Oh, but most of all, for...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"Walk beside the pony, daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, daddy, but I sure tried."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.
Sweet sixteen today,
She's looking like her momma a little more every day.
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls.
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
But I remember...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, daddy, but if you don't mind,
I'm only going to kiss you on the cheek this time."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right.
To deserve her love every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.
All the precious time ... Like the wind, the years go by
Precious butterfly ... Spread your wings and fly
She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride room just staring at her,
she asked me what I'm thinking, and I said "I'm not sure,
I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl." Then she leaned over... and gave
me...
Butterfly kisses, with her mama there sticking little flowers all up in her hair
"Walk me down the aisle, daddy, it's just about time"
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, daddy?" "Daddy, don't cry."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve her love every morning, and butterfly kisses
I couldn't ask God for more. Man, this is what love is.
I know I've gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses...