I'm gonna show you love...
Weel, Its been a long time since the last update and much has happened since that time. hehe. So sorry for the delay, but honestly, I don't really know how many avid readers I have...but whatever...
So school is really finally done. And summer has begun....yay.I took my last final on Tuesday and it was too easy.And then Natalie drove Jamie and I around cause she has her LISCENCE!!!!! And I may add that she is a descent driver. Anyways,wednesday was my mom's bday so I went over and helped my Aunt do some stuff before my momcam eov er.I thought I was gonna go crazy...Irelyn would just not take a nap and she was crying and screaming and whining and she sat on the dog's head...ouch. But my mom enjoyed her birthday and thats what counts. Thursday was my frist day of babysitting and that was ok. I just always get so bored...blah. So I started doing some summer homework...is there something wrong with me....i think there might be...hahaha....but anyway I can foresee alot of time spent with all those crazy books I have...but who cares...one more year closer to getting OUT of here...hell yeah...
So now comes Friday and the rest of my weekend. AMAZING is th only word to describe it. I have wanted to get out of this house for awhile now....and it was some good away time. Bill and I dog sat at my aunts for the weekend while they wentcamping...and of course Miss Katie came with me. My other...better half of course. Friday night we ate pizza and sat in the hot tub and played with the puppy.Always good times. And I had aleady gone through like 6 sodas...C2...best stuff ever :-) And Katie did some crazy things...as to be expected that I don't think she would appreciate me telling everyone. haha. Saturday morning Katie cooked some really interesting looking french toast that I opted to not eat and then...we bummed around...played a LOT of ppol....Katie won a lot...but let me tell you, Katie is a crazy pool player. She yells at the balls...more like screams actually...but as always good times. She also attempted to play the guitar...she sucked...haha moving right along...there was more hot tubbing time and more food and soda and then Bill brought us to see Garfield. An interesting movie...but fun and entertaining none the less. But LATER that night....oh boy watch out. After lounging in the hot tub I thought itd be fun to go down the slide into the pool...so damn right I did. Head first...a touch cold but it really wasn't that bad...I made Katie jump in after me and it was too much fun.Then more hot tubbing....then we went inside to watch Bill beat MegaMan on PS2 while under the influence. Hes a crazy kid....then sleep and a serious clean up then home.
Now Im home listening to music and realizing that my house just really sucks.My mom has done nothing all day and insists that today is just a sad day...shes just sad but refuses to do anything....she just want to sit and be lonely. Well good for her....shes a mature adult im sure. Why she doesn't want to get up I dunno. Unless this day means something to her that I am unaware of, this is just plain dumb. But whatever. She will do as she pleases and I will do my best to avoid being here at all.
Well, thats all for now....maybe later guys...
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
So school is really finally done. And summer has begun....yay.I took my last final on Tuesday and it was too easy.And then Natalie drove Jamie and I around cause she has her LISCENCE!!!!! And I may add that she is a descent driver. Anyways,wednesday was my mom's bday so I went over and helped my Aunt do some stuff before my momcam eov er.I thought I was gonna go crazy...Irelyn would just not take a nap and she was crying and screaming and whining and she sat on the dog's head...ouch. But my mom enjoyed her birthday and thats what counts. Thursday was my frist day of babysitting and that was ok. I just always get so bored...blah. So I started doing some summer homework...is there something wrong with me....i think there might be...hahaha....but anyway I can foresee alot of time spent with all those crazy books I have...but who cares...one more year closer to getting OUT of here...hell yeah...
So now comes Friday and the rest of my weekend. AMAZING is th only word to describe it. I have wanted to get out of this house for awhile now....and it was some good away time. Bill and I dog sat at my aunts for the weekend while they wentcamping...and of course Miss Katie came with me. My other...better half of course. Friday night we ate pizza and sat in the hot tub and played with the puppy.Always good times. And I had aleady gone through like 6 sodas...C2...best stuff ever :-) And Katie did some crazy things...as to be expected that I don't think she would appreciate me telling everyone. haha. Saturday morning Katie cooked some really interesting looking french toast that I opted to not eat and then...we bummed around...played a LOT of ppol....Katie won a lot...but let me tell you, Katie is a crazy pool player. She yells at the balls...more like screams actually...but as always good times. She also attempted to play the guitar...she sucked...haha moving right along...there was more hot tubbing time and more food and soda and then Bill brought us to see Garfield. An interesting movie...but fun and entertaining none the less. But LATER that night....oh boy watch out. After lounging in the hot tub I thought itd be fun to go down the slide into the pool...so damn right I did. Head first...a touch cold but it really wasn't that bad...I made Katie jump in after me and it was too much fun.Then more hot tubbing....then we went inside to watch Bill beat MegaMan on PS2 while under the influence. Hes a crazy kid....then sleep and a serious clean up then home.
Now Im home listening to music and realizing that my house just really sucks.My mom has done nothing all day and insists that today is just a sad day...shes just sad but refuses to do anything....she just want to sit and be lonely. Well good for her....shes a mature adult im sure. Why she doesn't want to get up I dunno. Unless this day means something to her that I am unaware of, this is just plain dumb. But whatever. She will do as she pleases and I will do my best to avoid being here at all.
Well, thats all for now....maybe later guys...
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you