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you know what sucks?
i had a phase where i thought mark just wanted one thing from me..
but he spent like 2 hours explaining to me what he's looking for in a girl and how perfect he thinks it is that he met me.
and he's been noticing me since forever because i always used to go to rite-aid to buy shit anyways, but now that i work there, it's even better.
he's completely independent of his parents.
he lives in his own apartment.
he's 23 so he's grown n sexy.
he's NOT a virgin... that's a PLUSSSSS.
and then... i don't like him anymore.
what's up with me?
i think i just have an idea in my head of what iwant in a guy..
i just want that perfect guy who will understand me..
give me space when i need it, and smother me with the loving when i need that.. and he'll know when to do both. and he'll be funny and make me want to be with him forever rather than have me thinking of when a good time to end it will be.
ughhh. i was supposed to have someone this christmas.
but again, i don't. it's gonna be a lonely new year's...
what a great way to begin another year.
here's to 2006... bah.
i had a phase where i thought mark just wanted one thing from me..
but he spent like 2 hours explaining to me what he's looking for in a girl and how perfect he thinks it is that he met me.
and he's been noticing me since forever because i always used to go to rite-aid to buy shit anyways, but now that i work there, it's even better.
he's completely independent of his parents.
he lives in his own apartment.
he's 23 so he's grown n sexy.
he's NOT a virgin... that's a PLUSSSSS.
and then... i don't like him anymore.
what's up with me?
i think i just have an idea in my head of what iwant in a guy..
i just want that perfect guy who will understand me..
give me space when i need it, and smother me with the loving when i need that.. and he'll know when to do both. and he'll be funny and make me want to be with him forever rather than have me thinking of when a good time to end it will be.
ughhh. i was supposed to have someone this christmas.
but again, i don't. it's gonna be a lonely new year's...
what a great way to begin another year.
here's to 2006... bah.