Challenge 10: Jar of Hearts

Jan 30, 2012 15:50

Title: Hopless place
Characters: Mostly Rachel/Finn but includes all of New Directions
Wordcount: 1,185
Rating: R for language, drugs, alcohol, and sexual situations
Disclaimer: I do not own anything at all
Prompt: We Found Love by Rihanna http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tg00YEETFzg


“Then when it’s over, and it’s gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you can have the good.”

“That’s it then. We have finally decided. We are going to Majorca for our last holiday before we go off to college,” Blaine announces to the glee Club.

“Whoop I cannot wait. I need to let off my steam!” Finn said as he was looking at Rachel. Lately, Finn and Rachel have been growing further apart from each other. They don’t know if it just because Rachel is going off to NYADA and Finn is staying to help Burt in his shop or they haven’t actually been close to each other yet. Finn wants Rachel bad before she goes off to New York but Rachel doesn’t seem like she wants to give it all away.

“I’ll book all the tickets and just give me the money before we go”, Kurt said. Everyone nodded and agree to the holiday. The only person who looked a little nervous was Rachel, she didn’t really want to go but she knows if she didn’t go, Finn might stray.

A few weeks later, they board their plane to Magaluf.

“And so the party begins,” Puck screamed as they walk off the plane “Time to get me some girls and some drink.”

“Oh shit yeah. I forgot the drinking age is eighteen in Europe” Rachel worriedly said looking at Finn hoping he doesn’t drink much.

The Glee Club board their coach to the hotel, singing the whole way there, annoying all of the other passengers.

When they finally arrive at the hotel, the first thing puck asks the rep, “When is the first party?”

“Well there is one tonight at the beach. Starts at Half nine.” The Rep replies.

“We better start getting ready then,” Brittany shouts as she is running towards her room.

Getting ready for the party, the girls put on their sexiest dress not much longer then the top of their thighs and plaster their face full of make-up. Putting on so much perfume that is chokes them but they don’t care as long as they can pull some boys. Well Brittany and Santana just want to look sexy for each other later when they are drunk.  The only girl who doesn’t look like a slut is Rachel. She doesn’t want to whore herself up so she puts on a modest pink dress with a headband in her hair. She knows that Finn wouldn’t want her to look like them girls.

“Fucking hell girls, you look sexy! You ready to get pissed off your heads?” Finn said as he saw the girls strutting towards him.

“Fuck yes” Brittany and Santana said together. “That’s the only reason I am here!”

As they walk towards the party, all the can see is people jumping up and down with drinks in their hands, dancing and having a good time. Before anyone could say anything, Puck drags Finn into the crowd to start dancing with these two British girls. Brittany, Santana and Mercedes go over to the bar to get some WKDs to start them off. While Rachel is just left to stand there, not knowing what to do with herself.

“Oi Berry” Santana shouted “You want a drink?”

“Um...Just a coke thanks” Rachel replied back.

“Okay Babes” Santana replied to Rachel then asked the Bartender “Can you put some Vodka in that please? She needs to let herself go!”

Drinking the Vodka and Coke, Rachel realises something is up but is scared to say anything to upset the party. As the Vodka starts to kick in, Rachel decides to get some more drink inside her and starts to dance up against Finn and Puck like them girls earlier.

Puck Shouted over the noise of the music “Rachel, Do you want some of these” Showing her two little white tablets.

“What are they?” She shouted in reply.

“What does that matter? They will make you feel a bit happier” Puck said and winked.

Rachel downed the rest of the vodka and coke and took the two little pills. After she did it, she realised what she just did but she didn’t care. Maybe it will help the problems between her and Finn. That’s all she cared about.

As the drugs started to hit in, Rachel became further and further away from what she was before. She started to dance up Finn making him more and more turned on every moment. But he knows that she doesn’t want to sleep with him. Well that’s what he thought. The drunker Rachel got, the sluttier she became.

Until she finally gave up, and whispered in Finns ear “I want to fuck you so hard right now. Follow me”. Rachel and Finn ran as fast as they could their hotel room. Before they could actually get into the room, Rachel ripped off Finns shirt and started to rub her hands all of him chest. Finn started to zip down her dress to reveal the bright pick underwear Rachel was wearing. She didn’t care what she looked like at that moment, she was off her head on drugs but Finn didn’t know this. Finn ripped off Rachel’s underwear, pushed her against the wall and started to kiss her passionately. He couldn’t wait any longer and carried her to the bed. They fucked into the night while Rachel was still off her head on the pills until they fell the sleep in each other’s arms.

At about 9:30 am, Rachel woke up with a massive headache wondering what had happened. She turned around and saw Finn lying there naked. She shot up and looked down to find herself completely naked to.  She realised what had happened. She had sex with Finn last night and she was dunk so she couldn’t remember any of it. With tears in her eyes, she gathers up her broken underwear and clothes and puts on some new clothes.

Rachel didn’t want any of this to happen, this changed her completely. This was all because of the arguments between her and Finn and she didn’t like where this was heading. She wanted everything from last night back and the only way to do this was to just run away to New York and not look back.

She got some pen and paper and started to write a note to Finn:

Dear Finn,

What happened last night was a mistake. I didn’t want that to happen. It only happened because I was drunk and you dancing with these other girls made me jealous. Last night fucked everything up for us. I can’t live like that and I just want my old self back. I’m sorry and I will always love you. Don’t try to find me…….

Rachel left the note next to Finn and walks out the door to go to the airport. She had one last look at Finn but she knows this is the best thing to do for herself…..

“No one will ever understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless, but nothing can save you.”



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