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So, i dont know if im being way too selfish...
i slept over at daves last night and we were supposed to go golfing this morning (i know, i dont golf...but i was really excited). his friend comes over who was planning on paying for the cart when we went, but decided to tell dave that he didnt think i could come because we would have to get another cart since only 2 people can fit on one. anyway, so i offer to pay 35 dollars for the extra cart because i really wanted to go cause dave talks about golfing all the time... and his friend keeps saying things like "well, we could drop you off at the mall, or you could get your nails done or something" as if he really didnt want me there. im pretty sure everyone who knows me knows that i dont go to the mall frequently, and i bite my nails.. not exactly the most girly-girl person, ya know?? so whatever they left cause i felt bad and didnt want to look selfish and told dave to go. theyll be gone for 2 hours and i dont want to b here if daves parents get home. cause then ill have to talk to them and it will b really awkward. i mean i love them, but really... not alone lol. i dont know im trying to stop thinking about it, but dave had been telling me we were going before i decided to sleep over... *sigh* whattteevverrr. i just felt like i needed to state my feelings. i wouldnt have stayed here, had i known i wasnt really going to be spending the day with dave. hopefully things will start looking up... maybe ill go for a ride. or sleep.
yeah, sleep.
i slept over at daves last night and we were supposed to go golfing this morning (i know, i dont golf...but i was really excited). his friend comes over who was planning on paying for the cart when we went, but decided to tell dave that he didnt think i could come because we would have to get another cart since only 2 people can fit on one. anyway, so i offer to pay 35 dollars for the extra cart because i really wanted to go cause dave talks about golfing all the time... and his friend keeps saying things like "well, we could drop you off at the mall, or you could get your nails done or something" as if he really didnt want me there. im pretty sure everyone who knows me knows that i dont go to the mall frequently, and i bite my nails.. not exactly the most girly-girl person, ya know?? so whatever they left cause i felt bad and didnt want to look selfish and told dave to go. theyll be gone for 2 hours and i dont want to b here if daves parents get home. cause then ill have to talk to them and it will b really awkward. i mean i love them, but really... not alone lol. i dont know im trying to stop thinking about it, but dave had been telling me we were going before i decided to sleep over... *sigh* whattteevverrr. i just felt like i needed to state my feelings. i wouldnt have stayed here, had i known i wasnt really going to be spending the day with dave. hopefully things will start looking up... maybe ill go for a ride. or sleep.
yeah, sleep.