stand by your man

[slumberingheart]

dale and i have completely different schedules. i hate that i only see him when i get off work briefly before he has to run errands/practice/go to work. i miss him... i miss how it used to be. i want him to come to bed with me and be with me in the morning. for the past two weeks i've barely seen him. i wake up in the middle of the night wondering if he's home cause he's not in bed. i have to look out the window to see if his car's here and if it is, i know he's on the couch. why am i always waiting around for my boyfriend? why do i spend so much time thinking about someone else when i really should be thinking about myself? why am i writing this in livejournal? i know that all relationships are different but i just feel like my boyfriend would rather be doing something else than be with me. are all guys like this??!

"sometimes it's hard to be a woman giving all your love to just one man
you'll have bad times and he'll have good times"