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i hate feeling this way...........
im soo soo soo tired of crying
im really depressed... like clinicly depressed
i cry every day practicaly... even when everything is okey
i cry out of sadness... that i cant get rid of unless im with aaron then i just dont let it bother me
last night wasnt that bad..
i just cant handle having my phonecalls rejected
and my existance ignored...
it rips my heart into tiny little peices
im over reacting...
but i know hes gonna tell me he was sleeping
and thats fine but if he wakes up enough to check voicemail twice.. even if just to delete without listening
he could have called me back and said im sleeping i'll call you tomorrow...
and its gonna bother me so much...
i just want all this crap to stop going thru my brain
im soo soo soo tired of crying
im really depressed... like clinicly depressed
i cry every day practicaly... even when everything is okey
i cry out of sadness... that i cant get rid of unless im with aaron then i just dont let it bother me
last night wasnt that bad..
i just cant handle having my phonecalls rejected
and my existance ignored...
it rips my heart into tiny little peices
im over reacting...
but i know hes gonna tell me he was sleeping
and thats fine but if he wakes up enough to check voicemail twice.. even if just to delete without listening
he could have called me back and said im sleeping i'll call you tomorrow...
and its gonna bother me so much...
i just want all this crap to stop going thru my brain