Sep 19, 2005 18:20
So I think my mom listens to my phone conversations. And She gets mad when I'm on the computer. (She is capitalized, like Shelob, the big spider from LOTR. argh.)
Sometimes I really wish I had a boyfriend. I don't feel like this very often.. I dont get it. Maybe its cuz people are pairing up, I dunno.
I have too much I need to do, and nothing that I want to do. Except maybe go to Disneyland. I feel simultaneously that eternities will pass before I graduate and also that time is running out. Like an inverted clock. Its like a black hole, No escape. not all of it's bad. Just exhausting, and a bit ennervating at times.
I wish I could travel around South America on a motorcycle. I wish I could go... anywhere but right here. Its getting so old.