winter break almost here.
so journal if i didn't already tell you. i got a boyfriend!! woo-hoo!! it's not the boyfriend part that i love, it's just him. i love everything about him. except his road rage. lol. he just curses at cars, and i laugh and then make fun of him.
since he just got back from iraq he'll be taking a month leave and going to michigan to see his family. he hasn't seen his dad in over 2 yrs, so he thought he was due for a visit. don't get me wrong, i'm super excited that he gets to see his family again, but i'm going to miss him. the longest we've gone without seeing eachother has been 5 days. and we think that feels like forever!!! but he said that he might just come back early, to come see me. but i told him he didn't have to do that unless he really wanted to stay. but of course, he said i wanna come back early so i can spend christmas with you.
so ya.... but of course we've already had some not so bright days in paradise. a couple of days ago i went to add his friend on myspace because i met her and she was cool. and as i was looking at her page i came across a myspace that said "mrs. morton" which in fact is josh's last name. so curiousity killed the cat and i looked at it. in fact, there was a pic of him on it, and all this stuff about the army, and a little countdown of when she'll see him again. (she lives in germany) so i talked to him about it, and i started crying. and he was like i would never do that. i love you and only you. she's my past, and you're my future. it makes me upset that she's obsessed with me and trying to fuck up my life. and i believe him. and i don't care what anyone else says. i love him and he loves me and that's all that matters. he told me that he wish he could just cancel his ticket to michigan and just come and support me. because i told him that it upsets me that she's trying to basically make me think that he's cheating on me, when in fact she's the one that can't get over him. i've never HATED anyone as much as i hate her. And also, get this, one of his friends is in on it, cuz she's friends with this girl too. and that's the girl that i tried adding before i knew all of that.
Josh said that this will end their friendship, if she's in on it too. because by hurting me, she's hurting him.
Other than that... i'm drama free. why is it, that it always seems to find me?? no matter how far i stay away from it.
my thanksgiving was good by the way. my parents were'nt too happy that i spent the weekend with josh from fri. to sun. but i wanted to go. and there was nothing they could say to make me stay. but they're over it now. they still love me. hahaha :) ima dork.
i get to see Josh on fri. he's coming down right after work, and then leaving that same night cuz his plane leaves at 6am saturday morning. I love him so much. And that's the only thing that matters right now.
since he just got back from iraq he'll be taking a month leave and going to michigan to see his family. he hasn't seen his dad in over 2 yrs, so he thought he was due for a visit. don't get me wrong, i'm super excited that he gets to see his family again, but i'm going to miss him. the longest we've gone without seeing eachother has been 5 days. and we think that feels like forever!!! but he said that he might just come back early, to come see me. but i told him he didn't have to do that unless he really wanted to stay. but of course, he said i wanna come back early so i can spend christmas with you.
so ya.... but of course we've already had some not so bright days in paradise. a couple of days ago i went to add his friend on myspace because i met her and she was cool. and as i was looking at her page i came across a myspace that said "mrs. morton" which in fact is josh's last name. so curiousity killed the cat and i looked at it. in fact, there was a pic of him on it, and all this stuff about the army, and a little countdown of when she'll see him again. (she lives in germany) so i talked to him about it, and i started crying. and he was like i would never do that. i love you and only you. she's my past, and you're my future. it makes me upset that she's obsessed with me and trying to fuck up my life. and i believe him. and i don't care what anyone else says. i love him and he loves me and that's all that matters. he told me that he wish he could just cancel his ticket to michigan and just come and support me. because i told him that it upsets me that she's trying to basically make me think that he's cheating on me, when in fact she's the one that can't get over him. i've never HATED anyone as much as i hate her. And also, get this, one of his friends is in on it, cuz she's friends with this girl too. and that's the girl that i tried adding before i knew all of that.
Josh said that this will end their friendship, if she's in on it too. because by hurting me, she's hurting him.
Other than that... i'm drama free. why is it, that it always seems to find me?? no matter how far i stay away from it.
my thanksgiving was good by the way. my parents were'nt too happy that i spent the weekend with josh from fri. to sun. but i wanted to go. and there was nothing they could say to make me stay. but they're over it now. they still love me. hahaha :) ima dork.
i get to see Josh on fri. he's coming down right after work, and then leaving that same night cuz his plane leaves at 6am saturday morning. I love him so much. And that's the only thing that matters right now.