give a stranger an unexpected smile.,.
i forgive people far too easily sometimes. and the thing of it is, i know i do it, i try to stop myself from doing it and the next thing i know, they do the same shit all over again. do i really care about other peoples feelings so much to keep myself miserable? i dont want to do things that hurt me to make other people happy.,. does that make me selfish?
despite the pushing and encouragement of some, i still dont feel like dating yet. i keep hearing that i need to get out there and meet someone, which will apparently make me feel better.,. but isnt that just rebounding? building new feelings on top of old feelings doesnt seem smart to me, its prolly bad enough that i still have them for ally *shrug*
i thought i had more to say but im actually just real tired. so i am going to bed.,.
despite the pushing and encouragement of some, i still dont feel like dating yet. i keep hearing that i need to get out there and meet someone, which will apparently make me feel better.,. but isnt that just rebounding? building new feelings on top of old feelings doesnt seem smart to me, its prolly bad enough that i still have them for ally *shrug*
i thought i had more to say but im actually just real tired. so i am going to bed.,.