take my hand one more time......
ok soo i just had a fucking page wrote and then it kicked me off what the fuck i hate this computer goddamn it.. ok back to what i was talking about.. i still love abby and i miss
her. all i can think about is me wanting to be back with her agian but i am not sure if that is right to be thinking. i do like charlotte and she makes me happy when i see her but i get a bad vibe sometimes when i see her and i don't think that i want that cause thats no good.. last night was soo fucking nice i called abby and i asked if she wanted to comeover and hangout with me and she said ok. soo we went walking around the neighborhood like the old days holding hands it was soo fucking cute and it made me soo fucking happy. it made me want her back soo much but i am not sure because i have a feeling that she would never fully trust me again because of what i did to her.. hmm you never know though maybe? .. uhmm what else i wish i could find someone real as in means of them being themselves. i mean i know if i really wanted to i could go around makingout and fucking girls but i do not want that i mean it would be nice , but all i want is to find love i think i am done with sex for awhile hah i don't know .. uhmm i mean all i want is for everything to be how it was before.. i love you abbigail.. what about how i have no car anymore the engine blew because of a oil leak or something because i didn't know i was without oil for like 3 weeks and it burned it up and sent a rod through the oil pan. i think i am getting kicked out soon too because thats all my mom talks about is me getting a job or i am out.. uhmm ok.. i put my lipring back in the other day i had to stretch it to get it in and now it is a little sore .. uhmm yeah i need some love right now and some happiness. ok i am done here now. if i get kicked out someone take me in . ok well thats all i am done peaceout...
love is all i want
xDRUGFREEx
her. all i can think about is me wanting to be back with her agian but i am not sure if that is right to be thinking. i do like charlotte and she makes me happy when i see her but i get a bad vibe sometimes when i see her and i don't think that i want that cause thats no good.. last night was soo fucking nice i called abby and i asked if she wanted to comeover and hangout with me and she said ok. soo we went walking around the neighborhood like the old days holding hands it was soo fucking cute and it made me soo fucking happy. it made me want her back soo much but i am not sure because i have a feeling that she would never fully trust me again because of what i did to her.. hmm you never know though maybe? .. uhmm what else i wish i could find someone real as in means of them being themselves. i mean i know if i really wanted to i could go around makingout and fucking girls but i do not want that i mean it would be nice , but all i want is to find love i think i am done with sex for awhile hah i don't know .. uhmm i mean all i want is for everything to be how it was before.. i love you abbigail.. what about how i have no car anymore the engine blew because of a oil leak or something because i didn't know i was without oil for like 3 weeks and it burned it up and sent a rod through the oil pan. i think i am getting kicked out soon too because thats all my mom talks about is me getting a job or i am out.. uhmm ok.. i put my lipring back in the other day i had to stretch it to get it in and now it is a little sore .. uhmm yeah i need some love right now and some happiness. ok i am done here now. if i get kicked out someone take me in . ok well thats all i am done peaceout...
love is all i want
xDRUGFREEx