Mar 21, 2004 13:56
soo yeah i have no clue whats going on anymore.. i thought that me and abby were friends but she is being crazy and shady ok then.. uhmm yeah you can still talk to me, you don't have to ignore me and run off to some fuckers to make me jeaolous cause thats wack.. hah.. ok well what else is there to talk about i have been doing absolutley nothing lately besides just hanging with david and brian sometimes.. i wish i had something fun to do everyday. it is supposed to start getting warm next week woohoo. uhmm yeah i think this summer i am going to go all balls out and skate crazy and try to make something out of myself.. no holding back.. it sucks because i have been skating for like 3 years and i am not proud of what i can do.. so this time its only the big shit that counts.. damn i am soo fucking unhappy now all the time i mean i have my happy moments but then all i can think about is the past and how everything was awesome.. well lets just say that no matter how hard i try things will never be like that again.. ok soo i know that things will get better but when? i hate this so much right now.. ok well i am done talking now soo i am off this now.. peace
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