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you know what i can not stand? when the certain people pride themselves on being intuitive and can "see right through me". fuck you idiots. okay so one, a couple months ago tells me during his rant that he can tell that i am insecure, like thats not an obvious attribute about me. especially if you read this journal, which you do. another guy, tells me over a year ago he knows why i'm so depressed, and that it's because some guy is harrassing me, and goes on a whole shpeil that if i ever want it taken care of to let him know. idiot, i was depressed because the only boy i've liked in the past 3 years got a new girlfriend. and the other day that same guy was talking to me and asks whats wrong, and that i looked like i was having a grudgeful day. i shrugged and said i guess because i know better that to start a disagreeance, and he smiles and goes see? i'm good at that stuff. ughhh that made me want to vomit. don't pride yourself in stupid shit like that. it makes me want to hurt people. why do guys act like that? even my managers. i guess it's not only guys, but the majority. i guess i contradict myself, because i hate when people assume they know things about me, yet i want people to understand why i do the things i do, without having to explain myself. there was only one guy i can think of that really saw right through everything i did, but that didn't work out so well.
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on the brightside, ive been watching the scrubs dvd for the past 2 hours, and im laughing while i fill out bills. it's great.
end vent.
on the brightside, ive been watching the scrubs dvd for the past 2 hours, and im laughing while i fill out bills. it's great.