May 03, 2008 12:26
i have a lot of dreams where i see my friend who died last year. and i always get really scared in them and wake up.
i can't seem to be nice to my manager. i dont know why but he along with one other guy at work just piss me off no matter what they say or do. well the one of them only pisses me off cause he puts on this act all the time, he reminds me of my dad. and the other his jokes arent funny, and he has an attitude problem of a 3rd grader. actually those are both like my dad. thats weird. anyways... im moving out to toms river next month. and i couldnt be more excited.though im leaving my brother and my puppy and that sucks. a lot.
im not too worried about figuring out what im gonna do with my life anymore. because i the rest of the generation is the same way. theres not even anybody hiring because of the recession, and i think all of america well be destroyed in 5 years anyways. it would be ironic if we had the first woman or black president, and them be known as the person who destroyed america forever. whatever. i think we should all start over. knock down all the buildings and telephone poles. get rid of everything and figure out how to survive on your own.