i really shouldnt be so bitter.
Its quite odd how i feel quite bad about not getting the posting. Usually such things wouldn't bother me, not even if it happens to be a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity that I missed.
But I am bitter. I am almost angry.
Maybe its because of the fact I'm E9L9, and I just can't help that. Maybe its cause the guy who got it was, well, on the inside. Maybe its cause the requirement for going over is "mahjong".
Probably the last more than anything. The interview in general was a joke. They (well, actually it was 2 women, of which only one actually asked any questions) made a conference call to the states, with something like a 5 second delay, so there were weird interruptions and stutters from both sides. The questions they asked were simple and irrelevant to the job, life abroad, and the military. When the question
"Do you gamble?" came, i was a little confused. I said no.
"So you don't play mahjong...?" I decided to say no, since its been a while.
And the odd woman on the other side gave a silly, disappointed look, and said "Oh...ok."
Well, I'm not sure what I'm supposed to make of that. But whats done is done. Maybe PV would work.
I almost sound desperate.
But I am bitter. I am almost angry.
Maybe its because of the fact I'm E9L9, and I just can't help that. Maybe its cause the guy who got it was, well, on the inside. Maybe its cause the requirement for going over is "mahjong".
Probably the last more than anything. The interview in general was a joke. They (well, actually it was 2 women, of which only one actually asked any questions) made a conference call to the states, with something like a 5 second delay, so there were weird interruptions and stutters from both sides. The questions they asked were simple and irrelevant to the job, life abroad, and the military. When the question
"Do you gamble?" came, i was a little confused. I said no.
"So you don't play mahjong...?" I decided to say no, since its been a while.
And the odd woman on the other side gave a silly, disappointed look, and said "Oh...ok."
Well, I'm not sure what I'm supposed to make of that. But whats done is done. Maybe PV would work.
I almost sound desperate.