Feb 26, 2005 13:54
unexpected four day weekend, which may actually turn into a five or more day weekend if it snows again on sunday and monday. im glad, cuz i want to be out fo school for awhile, break from boringness of unprecidented conception of times. can we say a little gray and empty right now anyway. i dont want to have to deal with lots of people. especially when half the people i know are sick or something. i wish it was raining lightly, and a bit foggy and about 65 degrees out. then i woudl go sit outside. but i like being here too. my bass and computer are down here, not that i usually do too much on the computer but sit here and repeatedly look over the same sites.
not me
not worship
be everything
go there
never wanted more
sleep
wake up
and see
what should i do today? i dont knwo if i'll be going to anyone's place today now. probably jsut be another day of no school, with the same thigns to do as usual. oh well. life is kind of boring usually but once in a while something comes along that gives it some umph, and surprsingly it usually causes you to wish you were back into life when there wasnt that umph, unless amybe its something good, but people usually find ways underneath themselves to create bad thigns out of good things anyway.
you cant stop me. wait, no. not yet. wait. im trying to hold on.
heh ive got like five songs in my head right now.
i wnder if id like a five string bass better. hmm, maybe if i get some good money i can put that into consideration, unless my parents were willing to get me another bass. but i also woudl liek a different amp. ick, better not got too many hopes up. cuz i want a pedal or two also.
the mind of mine is all gray and dead, laying there looking at the sky forever, gazing at everyone's poorly painted faces. the only color here.
im weird, are there any other guys out there who have seen "the notebook" and liked it a lot?
fluctuate dude. i wish i could spend a whole year to myself without anyone esle at all. jsut to know what its like to not have to worry about anyone else, and to see what kind of things i woudl end up thinking about, and maybe id have the time to actually perfect something.. it would be lonely, but maybe id like it that way. hmm, dont know, but hey i dont ahve to think about it cuz i doubt that will happen. but i'll see you again later to all.