My disguise is wearing thin
If I could give up I would. I'm sick of this but I'm too awesome to give up. Giving up isn't even an option. I finally find something that I can't give up on and its killing me. I am extremely pissed that I can't find a job after a year of searching. Seriously. I have a freaking college education. Why won't anyone call me back. I've applied for over 200 jobs!
I've actually gotten mad enough that I've been yelling at people and slamming my hands on my desk. I'm practically in tears. And if you know me, I don't do this.
I haven't been myself and I don't know how much longer I can fake it.
I've actually gotten mad enough that I've been yelling at people and slamming my hands on my desk. I'm practically in tears. And if you know me, I don't do this.
I haven't been myself and I don't know how much longer I can fake it.