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Nov 14, 2004 02:02

i don't know what to think or what to feel. i'm lost in my own confusion. i thought i knew the answers, i thought i understood what i was doing, but now i'm finding myself in a state of numbness. i can honestly say at this point i have no idea what to do. If i do one thing, i hurt myself, and if i do another i hurt other people around me. my ( Read more... )

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secondhandtears November 14 2004, 06:28:11 UTC
im sorry dear, we should sit outisde of wendys until 2 am again. i love you

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guildagent13 November 14 2004, 08:56:36 UTC
when I was young, the smallest speck of light would catch my eyes and life was new and every new day I felt like I could fly.
dear father, I need you, your strength and will again. I want to fly higher, every new day again.

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what's wrong dearest? my heart aches for you. what is't between you? give up the truth!

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prettynpink29 November 14 2004, 14:32:38 UTC
hun,
im sad because youre sad....i love you!!!You are such an amazing person and i know you will find whatever it is you are looking for. Just pray and seek God.
I know what ya mean about wishing you were still a little girl. Lately Ive had the same frustration and Ive just wanted my mom and dad to tell me what to do, but they cant cuz its not their life, its mine. Scary huh? What if i make a mistake? Well ill learn form it and it will probably make me stronger. So, just know that God is with you and he loves you...and so do I!!

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tearyguitarist November 14 2004, 17:23:31 UTC
What you say is too true. I wish I could return to simpler days. This is why peopl returning from vacations. They want the simplicity to last. Truth is I wanted to just quit everything and sit down and think about where I'm going why am I going there. I can't see past the moment of the present. I wish I knew the answers. But not knowing them is life. If you knew you were going to die, how much would you yourself to find out how and when? You'd miss life trying to keep it. These questions are hard but don't let life pass you while you try to answer them. Parents never fixed our problems. We just forgot about them or eventually we fixed them by asking our parents to. Now we have to do it ourselves. I am so lost you have no idea. It's nice to have someone there to help you find your way. I'll be there to help you find your way. Through thick or thin whatever it takes we'll both eventually find our way. But still life can be trying and stressful. When this happens go to the nearest Wendys and buy a frosty. Sit down with your ( ... )

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