Fuck up fuck up fuck up
Well.
I have never done a more craptastic audition than that one. I forgot the words, made an ass of myself, and Michael wouldn't even let me go back and at least do the end so I didn't finish on such a shitty note. Let's forget about the fact that he let OTHER people do that last year, and even encouraged them to do it. Just because I've been here for four years doesn't mean that it doesn't make me feel like shit to screw up in an audition. It doesn't just roll off me. I hate him. I wish I had just sung fucking "Happy Birthday."
It wouldn't have bothered me if he had just let me finish.
I felt so incredibly stupid, and now I just want to go hide somewhere.
I have never done a more craptastic audition than that one. I forgot the words, made an ass of myself, and Michael wouldn't even let me go back and at least do the end so I didn't finish on such a shitty note. Let's forget about the fact that he let OTHER people do that last year, and even encouraged them to do it. Just because I've been here for four years doesn't mean that it doesn't make me feel like shit to screw up in an audition. It doesn't just roll off me. I hate him. I wish I had just sung fucking "Happy Birthday."
It wouldn't have bothered me if he had just let me finish.
I felt so incredibly stupid, and now I just want to go hide somewhere.