Dec 17, 2002 21:08
well i'm still in the midst of a bout of saginaw sickness, but it's being quelled by the fact that dan is coming here, and that he, beth, and i are going to see the midnight showing of the two towers, OH Fuck Yeah. and right now i'm making red eye espresso and dreaming - dreaming of saaaaginaw and it's all mixed up in my mind with hobbits and my novel...
*takes break to fetch espresso and stir it into a smooth mocha*
ahhhh yes. now i am feeling much better... although i haven't decided yet what i'm wearing out to the movie. i really don't have any appropriate middle earth wear, although i'm dorky enough that i'd probably wear it if i did. mmm damn this coffee is tasty. i made it extra strong since the movie is three hours long. but i'm sure when it's over i'll wish i could watch it again for the first time.
blarh so i was rereading the pages of my novel that i wrote and i'm not entirely sure what i think of them. i think parts of it are good, but i'm sort of disheartened because i typed it, against my better judgement, and found out that the nine pages i had is really only four pages typed. it's so depressing. it makes me irriiiiitated... i don't think it will ever be done... that is sooo depressing. but whatever... we will go to the movie and i will forget the stupid thing for now. kirsten i'm going to email it to you i think... tell me what you think of it. it isn't done enough to post... or maybe it's too -- well. i don't know. too something. not too personal, exactly, because it's basically a work of fiction... but too something. augh, i am so inarticulate.