the threat of heavy weather.. that was what she knew the best

[slinkstarr]

i am at home... tomorrow i'm on my way to kentucky for my grandmother's funeral. apparently she died on tuesday night. of a heart attack, most likely. she was 82, i think. that never seemed that old to me until now. i honestly never even considered the fact that she would die someday. she just seemed like someone who was going to live forever. really. so i'm a little numbish at the moment. but that's that...

she wrote me a letter a few weeks ago and i kept saying to myself that i'd write her back. and i didn't. not even an email.

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