no more sighing in her breast
well i didn't get the fucking job at hallmark for some unknown goddamn reason. i don't understand why; i have lots of experience in retail. i think the woman who interviewed me was an idiot. she didn't even ask me hardly any questions. so i am still a jobless slob and with options nearly exhausted. i don't know what to do. i've put in TEN
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I know that you are really upset about this whole thing with Nikki, but you can't keep turning yourself inside out because of it. I mean it, if you don't stop right now I will come right there and beat you up! If Nikki doesn't care enough to call you up, then it's her loss, not yours. Don't let her make you unhappy for the entire summer, break free. You know that I know all about having a hard time letting go, but I finally figured out that is what you have to do to make it. Otherwise you just sit there so sad all the time and try and figure out what is wrong with you. And really in the end it's nothing that's wrong with you, it's with them. They are in a different place in their lives then us, and it's our choice if we want to wait for them to catch up and be here with us. Mind you I said our choice, not our responsibility. It gets tiring to sit there day after day on the off chance that they might need you, just be to a so called *good* friend. Don't do it anymore. You don't need anyone else to make you complete, you're enough of a person on your own.
As for Dan not calling, heh, now you know how I feel when I don't know where people are. So blee blah on you : )
Hope your grandmother's visit isn't too terrible...and I hope I get to talk to you real soon!
Love,
Rosemary
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