i can't go on, i'll go on
well i know that i haven't written on this in a long time, but the fact is that i have been insanely busy. my show is over... i'm so sad that it's over. but it went PERFECTLY. every single thing fell into place and the end result was amazing. mike...rachel... adam... they were phenomenal. and i loved it. and it's over. i'm going to see beth's dinner theatre tomorrow, and the back to adrian i go for the normies (end of year theatre wrap up). i don't have anything to wear, which is a problem, but things will work themselves out. and i've put in a letter to be chosen to direct one of the theta alpha phi one acts in the fall. and i want to do it so very badly, but i don't really think i'll get it. i'm pretty sure that it's just a popularity contest... and i know i don't have that. but whatever. if i do, i do. if i don't, well... it's not because i wasn't qualified and i know that. so *wish wish wish* good luck me.